Child of God

The child

Name:Melissa Lim
Age: 16(coming 17 next month)
School:Guangyang Secondary(4th Year)
Birthday:23 september 1993
About you:I am a person who loves to study and pray to god but not to fool around in school

ERMM TALK TO TEACHERS AND FRIEND ONLINE~ says:is t...
me not in a very good mood now says:jime not in a ...
i wish someone will be beside me says:u all went o...
very cute girl says:ohhhhhhhhhhvery cute girl says...
i hate myself says:hiV[a]N says:hii hate myself sa...
FOR MY CLASSMATES PLS READ P/M says:hiFOR MY CLASS...
V[a]N says:hiI LOVE GOD says:i thought u appear aw...
I LOVE GOD says:hiV[a]N says:hiI LOVE GOD says:hav...
Hi, Sorry that i didn't blog for so long beca...
Sorry for not posting for so long because i was q...

past

May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
April 2011

links

Nico
Yi Jie
Nicholas

Shouts

Music

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Credits

Designer: Elies
Base code:OHsaygoodbye
Image: sxc.hu

Monday, June 16, 2008

( @ 6:07 AM )

HERE ARE SOME INSTRUTIONS BEFORE YOU ALL CONTINUE READING MY STORY,

AFTER READING THIS STORY NO ASKING QUESTIONS TO ME IN SCHOOL
NO NEED TO TELL OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT IT

BUT I GOING TO TELL U ALL THE TRUTH,
IS THAT SINCE WHEN I WAS BORN I HATE MYSELF AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE LIVING IN THIS WORLD BUT WHEN I WAS BAPTISED AS A SMALL BABY I THAN REALSE THAT I CANT LEAVE THIS WORLD AFTER I WAS BORN,
FROM THAN ON WENT I GROW BIGGER AND I STARTED GOING TO CHURCH PRAYING TO GOD AND ASK HIM ALL THE RIGHT THINGS THAT I SHOULD BE DOING.
BUT WHEN THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO CHURCH AND ASK GOD TO HELP ME IN SOMETHING IT DIDN'T WORK
BUT AFTER THAT I WENT BACK AGAIN TO ASK GOD TO HELP ME IN MY SECOND CHANCE HE TOLD ME THAT U MUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF THAN I WILL HELP U
SO FROM THAN ON EVERY SINGLE NIGHT BEFORE I SLEEP I WENT TO PRAY TO GOD AND TELL HIM ALL MY SADNESS THAT I HAVE THAN HE HELP ME AS IN FORGIVING ME AND ASK ME NOT TO GIVE UP IN ANYTHING THAT I FAILED TO DO.

SO FROM THAN ON AFTER I GONE TRUTH ALL THIS HARD TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN I STARTED TO THINK ABOUT HOW GOD BLESS ME IN A TRUTHLY GOOD AND LOVING GOD TO US.
SO I STARTED TO LEARN TO BE MORE GOOD AND THAT IS WHY IN 2006 I MANAGE TO PASS MY PSLE WITHOUT FAILING IT BUT WHEN I WAS IN SECONDARY 1 AGAIN HE ASK ME NOT TO GIVE UP BUT I REFUSED TO LISERN TO HIM THAN I STARTED TO FAIL EVERYTHING IN ALL MY SUBJECTS THAN HE PUNISHED ME AND MAKE ME REPEAT SECONDARY 1 BUT MY FORM TEACHER WHEN TO CANCEL THE REPEAT SECONDARY 1 AND SHE WROTE DOWN THERE PROMOTE TO SECONDARY 2 .
AND WHEN THE END OF YEAR HOLIDAYS COME I STARTED TO THINK AGAIN AND GOD AGAIN ASK ME U MUST NOT GIVE UP IN ANYTHING THING THAN I PRAYED TO HIM AND TOLD HIM THAT I WILL NOT GIVE UP UNTILL NOW I THAN AGAIN REALISED THAT I HAVE BEEN STUDYING AND PASS EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED TO MAKE MY PARENTS HAPPY ABOUT ME.BUT I STILL HAVE ONE THING THAT GOD HAVE NOT HELP ME IN YET IS THAT I REALLY HAVE A HARD TIME FINDING A TRUTH AND CHAOTIC FRIENDS THAT I REALLY WANTED SINCE WHEN I WAS IN K1 UNTIL NOW ALTHOUGH I HAVE FRIENDS IN MY CLASS NOW BUT THEY ARE NOT REALLY GOOD AS MY CHURCH FRIENDS SO GOD CAN YOU HELP ME BECAUSE I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW IN MY LIFE AND MY OWN PERSONALITY.

I WOULD THING THAT IS ALL FOR MY TRUTH STORY ABOUT ME
I LOVE YOU GOD

1 comments